Author Archives: Micah

About Micah

Oldest of 8 children. I'm skilled in piano performance and computer programming (especially C and Perl on Linux), and have a strong interest in typography, and well-made entertainment media such as books, movies, and video games.

Music Video on an Apple ][

A well-done ancient-tech video for a well-done song.

I’ve really been lusting for some old-school computers lately, like an Apple II or a Commodore 64. I nearly bought a Commodore 64 this past weekend; when I showed up to buy it, it turned out to have a graphical glitch, and showed randomly cycling red, green and blue colors instead of white (I think there was blue… it looked like black).

I think I’d rather have an Apple II, anyway. Specifically, a //c or a late-model //e. Ebay has them for reasonable prices; though shipping gets expensive when a monitor’s involved. Hopefully I can find a seller in the Bay Area at some point.

Ka-poof!

Well, my computer died Saturday. My wife had just started using it (after I’d been hogging it all day, natch), when it suddenly just powered off. But it didn’t just power off, it also produced a hefty amount of that tell-tale scent, ozone. Mixed with something else… like maybe the scent of real smoke.

I’m hoping that it’s just the power supply, and that if I just replace that, maybe everything will be fine. But power supplies have a way of taking things with them sometimes if they go down hard. Also, some recent behavior has made me suspect that the mother board may not be quite up-to-par anymore, either. I may end up having to replace that as well. Perhaps I can salvage the CPU as well, though I’m sure that’s taken quite a beating too, as I was experiencing heating problems a month ago (solved with the purchase of a case fan with significantly more oomph!). Perhaps it’d be well to go with a more up-to-date motherboard/CPU combo… I don’t think I want to go 64-bit, though, as Shockwave Flash is known to have issues on 64-bit Linux systems. Guess I’ll be doing a little shopping soon.

I’ve been wanting to get a laptop, and maybe now I have a good excuse to get a basic, cheap, not-quite-modern-but-still-very-usable model; but lately Sara and the kids have been using the computer more and more, and I don’t want to deprive them of one. And if I had a laptop, I definitely wouldn’t be keen on letting the kids (four-year-old David in particular) go touching it and stuff.

Maybe if I can manage to get the desktop working again, with some semblance of reliability, with just a power supply replacement (fingers crossed!), I can transfer ownership of that to “the wife and kids,” and get myself a cheap laptop, and a wireless access point. That way, too, I can stop pacing my room back and forth when Sara or one of the kids is surfing noggin.com. 🙂

Sick, sick, sick

Well, I’ve been healthy for a week now; but last week marked the end of the most gruelling flu I’ve ever had; I missed over a week and a half of work. It started out mild enough, just a sore throat. Then for half of the next day, I was unable to speak in anything but a hoarse whisper. By the weekend (which was a three-day weekend, Memorial Day weekend), and on through the next week, I spent pretty much all day in bed, racked with full-body, energy-draining coughs. Coughs that felt like I was gonna eject a lung. And, yeah, constant nose-blowing. For Memorial Day weekend, I also had really annoying muscle aches, that absolutely prevented me from feeling any kind of comfortable.

I actually still have a little bit of that cough. In fact, this morning I had a bit of a coughing fit.

I don’t ever want to be that freaking sick, not ever again. Not even when I’m 75 and figure I have it coming. Guess if anything’s gonna motivate me to start eating right and exercising a bit, maybe this will, just to help keep from ever feeling that lousy again. I’m definitely going to take up vitamin C and D supplements (BTW, did you know about the recent studies that indicate that vitamin D reduces cancer risks in women by 60%? That’s twice as effective as quitting smoking! It also appears to be very effective for men as well), and I will be first in line for the next batch of flu vaccinations.

Kiss My Optimus Maximus

(Sorry, couldn’t resist. ;-))

A while back I mentioned this keyboard that had been generating a lot of buzz for a while, and which I totally wanted: the Optimus Maximus keyboard. Every key is an array of OLEDs, whose image is customizable, programmable, animatable, etc. You could have the entire keyboard change its look depending on what use you’re putting it to: have function keys switch their appearance to indicate what they do; have the glyphs on the keys change depending on what character set you’re typing in (Cyrillic? Japanese Kana?), etc.

Anyway, it was recently made available for preorder (already sold out). But at around this time I discovered its going price, at over $1500. A bit out of my price range; looks like I’m going to have to go without one of these! :-/

Paper Dragon Illusion

I saw this from digg. A comment led me to the original source at Grand Illusions, where I found I could download and print a PDF file, to cut out and create my own paper dragon illusion.

The effect is absolutely, uncannily real. You just close one eye, and sway back and forth, or bow or stretch your neck, while looking at the dragon. The dragon, in turn, magically follows you around: not with his eyes, but by (apparently) turning his entire head to look at you! I’ve got one on my desk right now (the PDF seems to have a blue dragon, though, not green). It kinda creeps me out every time I try it.

Atheism Versus Theism

My brother-in-law Tim had some interesting points to make about neurotheology, which he submitted in comments to my posted link to DagoodS’s article, Prove It!. I responded in-thread to most of what he had to say, but some comments he made presented an opportunity to discuss a topic that I believe is worth a separate post, and so here it is.

Tim says:

The fact that you can measure something like that [one’s spirituality, via externally observable properties in the brain] implies to me that atheists and theists should adopt a truce similar to the one Stephen Jay Gould offered between science and religion.

I’m very much in favor of this. I have no quarrel with theism, I just don’t personally hold to it. The atheist, if he is honest, cannot lay claim to a certainty of explanation in support of abiogenesis (the spontaneous transition of lifeless matter into living). There are some interesting hypotheses, to be sure, but I’m confident that we will never be able to determine how life really began.

Modern scientific inquiry may well bring us to understand how all the matter in the universe came to be: it appears that we may have done so, through the study of quantum mechanics, the veracity of which findings I cannot begin to pretend to be capable of ascertaining. If we have indeed done so, however, we are still left with the unenviable task of determining how the underlying fabric that spawned our matter was itself activated; and whether it was “started” somehow or forms some sort of perpetual motion machine.

At some point then, both atheist and theist encounter something which must be eternal in nature, existing forever before, and potentially forever after, the existence of everything of which we are currently aware. Theists presume that this something is intelligent on its own, and call it God. But we have no explanation for what started God, and, I believe, God is no more of an answer than leaving that answer blank, as it has not explained the mystery of something being eternal to any greater satisfaction than we had before we placed God in the answer space. The difference between atheism and theism (without addenda) seems very slight, then, to me, and doesn’t bother me much. I think it can be useful and interesting to debate, but I have no compulsion to convince theists that they are wrong.

But theism is not religion. The degree to which I may have a quarrel with religion is proportional to the degree to which that particular flavor of religion encourages the suspension of rational arguments based on what may be observed, in deference to faith; and the suspension of our innate moral sensitivities, in deference to what someone put down in a book. Since my abandonment of Evangelical Christianity, I have become increasingly disturbed by Bible literalism, and the actions, philosophies, sensibilities, and thinking processes of Bible literalists.

Basing one’s morality and decision-making upon the Bible is great when the book is saying, “love thy neighbor as thyself,” and proclaiming that the essence of good is to “do justly, love mercy, and walk in humility.” There are many principles that I love and admire from the Bible, and still continue to seek to apply to my life.

But using the Bible as the basis for morality is less great when it approves the wholesale slaughter of infants for the mere fact of who their parents were [1 Sam 15:2-3, & various], or of women on the basis of a test for virginity that is not even remotely reliable (that is, the absence of the flow of blood, subsequent to her first act of copulation) [Deut 22:13-21], places women under the subjugation of men, insults and discredits women as being significantly more susceptible to deception than men and unfit for giving instruction to men [1 Tim 2:12-15], and condemns consenting adults for what they may choose to do in the privacy of their own home.

Does the cannon of atheism have an equivalent to Matthew 5:16? Should you convince the Jehovah’s Witness at your door to become the next Bertrand Russel, or just take his flyer and bid him cuique suum?

Is there such thing as a canon of atheism? 🙂

If there were, Richard Dawkins and Samuel Harris would probably feature prominently. I have not read Harris, and I have mixed feelings regarding Dawkins; in any case, neither of them seem to be the “be and let be” types. 🙂

Let me say this: I would not derive any satisfaction, as many atheists of my acquaintance appear to do in “debating” with religious people, from telling the Witness how very wrong he is, and how my views are vastly superior to his. The Watchtower is a destructive cult, however, and I would be glad for any individual to escape its influence, so I am motivated thereby to attempt to debate beliefs with the open-minded (not a particularly common creature in the Watchtower, given that they apparently forbid the reading or examination of other points of view).

I’m not saying you should let others run roughshod over your beliefs in the public sphere; I’m saying it may be more personally fulfilling to be a pluralist than a polemicist.

I doubt it: the idea of pluralism—which to me means the notion that all beliefs are approximately equal in acceptability—leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. Which is why I’d have some trouble being a Unitarian Universalist, though I sometimes toy with the idea of attending Unitarian services, and suspect that there may well be some such churches in which I could even be comfortable. I find the Society of Friends to be a more palatable prospect, as it is a fairly mild form of theism, and in some versions of Quakerism I could feel free to substitute a simple humanistic innate inner voice for the concept of The Guiding Light.

I don’t hate religion, and I feel no need to convince people that all religion is bad (though I do feel that most religions have some negative aspecs), or that Christianity in particular is bad (but see my previous parenthetical remark). I do despise ignorance, and am very motivated to write against that. As my chief encounters with ignorance by far are in connection to my experience with particular brands of my particular former religion, that is undoubtedly where my thoughts, and my writing, is likely to center.

Joined the Club

The Ubuntu As of yesterday, I have became a full-fledged Ubuntu member!

Ubuntu is the Linux-based operating system I use on my desktop at home and at work, and in fact I’m also using it to serve up this web site. I’ve been running for a year now, and started to become active in helping with development of the software, and with technical support, in August of last year. Being an Ubuntu member, though, will mean that I have a vote in the governance of the project. 🙂

Becoming an Ubuntu member isn’t so simple a matter as adding your name to some list. Official membership is given only to people who have demonstrated ongoing and significant contribution to the Ubuntu community. This could be helping to triage or to fix bugs, contributing artwork or documentation, offering help to users with technical difficulties, or actively advocating Ubuntu in your local community.

In order to become members, applicants need to appear before the Community Council, and concretely demonstrate that they have been and will continue to be a significant asset to the Ubuntu community. This pretty much means that you need to have been documenting anything important that you’ve been doing on your page in the Ubuntu community wiki (here’s my wiki page), so that you can point them at it, along with your launchpad page if your contributions tend to be related to bug fixing or triage. The Community Council is the small group of the community leaders who are directly responsible for the directions Ubuntu takes as a project. At this moment, there are only four members in the council (this is probably going to double very soon).

After successfully surviving the council’s scrutiny, you are then rewarded with:

  • an official ubuntu.com email address (mine will be micahcowan@ubuntu.com, but it won’t be set up yet for maybe a week);
  • the right to print and distribute official Ubuntu business cards; 🙂
  • a snazzy ubuntu/members/yourname hostname cloak for your IRC communications on irc.freenode.net; and, of course,
  • a vote in community government decisions!

The main reason I’m excited about obtaining membership, though, is that it’s the first step towards becoming an Ubuntu developer, something I’m currently pursuing. Being a developer means I can upload packages to the Ubuntu software repositories (that is, upload new software or new versions of software that will become part of the Ubuntu operating system—currently, I need to have a sponsor upload for me), and will require ademonstrated ability to package software for the system, which can be fairly complex sometimes. I already have some experience in this regard, as I have packaged fixes to existing software already (such as this package I improved); but I will need to do a good deal more.

Update: my micahcowan@ubuntu.com address is now working! 🙂

Prove It!

Increasing the risk that I’m moving closer to this site becoming little more than a mindless portal to DagoodS‘s excellent article posts, I simply can’t help but post about yet another very excellent article of his.

In Prove It!, DagoodS argues insightfully that theists and atheists will often walk away from debating, each feeling secure in the knowledge that their argument was won—and both being correct—because of a fundamental difference in their concepts of what the Standard of Proof is:

A good example of this is the[…] debate on inerrancy. What is it that we often see? A person proposes a contradiction.[…]

And what does the inerrantist do? Proposes a solution that, while technically possible, stretches one’s credibility. Then the person proposing the contradiction points out more details within the account that appear contradictory. The inerrantist proposes a solution that is logically possible.

Back and forth, each making essentially the same point over and over. Never moving. Why? Because they are using two completely different standards of proof!

The person proposing a contradiction is using the “more plausible” standard. Whereas the inerrantist is using the “any logical possibility” standard.

So the skeptic keeps talking in terms of how this claim is not plausible, or how this does not plausibly fall into line with the other account. And, frankly, is prevailing under their standard of proof. The inerrantist talks in what could possibly have happened, or how it is possible that Judas suffered three mortal injuries, none of which was fatal. And, frankly, the inerrantist is prevailing under their standard of proof.

Each walks away, thinking, “Gee, I won, because the other person failed under my standard of proof,” neither realizing what a waste of time it was.